Launching life in pink

That's it, launched. All of my heart and mind compacted into three stories. And now it's done, it feels..empty.

Don't know if this is a good thing or not but I understand why. It's like an old furnished that I bring everywhere with me, while not adding any value to myself.

What else today yah? Oh I asked about the artist real, personal instagram and the artist declined. Perhaps it's just the way it is.

We are all a creature of pattern. Even chaotic neutral is also a pattern.

I guess it's now you and me, as we were for years. Each have their own life. Sure they can support, but never more than what they can give. Of course first priority is not me.

Now that the room inside your head and heart is empty, it's up to you whatever you want to fill it with.

Maybe tomorrow you appreciate yourself, because who else will if not yourself?

I know you feel ironic deep down and that's okay. We'll figure this out together. One step at a time. You're not alone, and will never be alone whatever the case is.