I've just ordered food delivery. I still can't cook even though I've bought the baguette. I hope tge baguette doesn't spoil. I can use it for breakfast tomorrow. I've bought salad as well to add balance to my meal and try to put order back to my routine.

I think I'll cook sausage as the protein. Trying to use what I can, if I can cook tomorrow.

I've print and frame several reminder to help me walk my days. I hope it will help to remind me to go through.

I did what I can. I've send my messages, I've printed my reminders, I did my asking. I'll try to focus on the things I can do now. There will be time when I'm down again. But I hope this will help remind me to go through this all.

I would also need to adopt one more principle: not to say, or do, or decide anything quickly even if it's something that I deemed very important at the moment. The only place I should do fast decision making is at work. Life should be separated from work function.

I hope this helps. But if it's not? I will have to cling to something : that I've done my best at this moment. I might look back and think I can do better, but at the very moment I took the decision, I wouldn't be able to understand future insight.

I'll try to eat my meal, and then continue working on the wall art until I get sleepy and go to bed.

I should probably see and think of my art reminder in my bedroom. The stag is put there for a reason, to remind me of the stag in the sunset.